Our days are numbered and we know we're not getting any younger.
Been so long since i wrote a blog. I've never been consistent with this.. actually I've never been consistent with anything. { 0 comments } I think it's time to actually be true to myself. I think it's time to give myself not only what i really need, but what I actually deserve. I've wasted too much time on things that I shouldn't be focusing on. I had no direction. No plans. And I think it's about time to really, start anew.
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I'm not scared, I don't have the right to be.
I hate how easy it is for me to trust someone. I hate how i can easily move on and get back on track in a fast breeze. sometimes, I even feel like I'm being unfair. Not only to those people involved, but to myself as well. Maybe that's because I'm afraid. Of feeling alone. Feeling sorry. Feeling miserable.I never thought I could be capable of being this cruel. I wish I had the strength to say it or to even do something about it. I need a savior and I think I found one. Myself. After everything I've been going through, It will always get back to me. And so tonight, I've decided to sleep in the dark. Aside from the fact that my lamp's broken, I think my perspective is too. I've been hiding from the darkness ever since and I think I need to face it sometime soon. I have to remember that I can't just grab a light when mine dies. It could work that way, but it's not gonna work out for good. Wish me luck. xx{ 0 comments }
Moving on doesn't always mean moving forward.
I always thought than when you move on, you ought to forget a certain person. You try your best to forgive them, forget them and happily move on. But I'm glad I experienced what i just experienced, now i think I'm not as close minded as I was before..
Maybe the moving on phase can end at the acceptance part, maybe after forgiving, you don't always have to let go. You're asking me why? Maybe because you don't want to. Cause' you still believe that there will always be time for you and that person. Maybe not now, but in the future. If you give it a chance. But will you still consider it as moving on? When you're still stuck with that person in your life?
{ 0 comments } I can`t take you back. No, my heart won`t let me.
This is what I found last Sunday-14th.
Reese`s is ♥.
And now, I`m afraid to write something that`s waaay too real. I`m afraid that you might just see right through me. The only thing you`re not capable of doing.